Just been thinking about all that is on my mind these days. Thought this would be a good way to get it all down,and off my chest while giving others a way to keep up!
This most recent pregnancy has been difficult to keep up with. Trying so hard not to let myself get excited. Trying so hard to keep myself healthy and on track. Only to find out today, that my body has failed me yet once again. Frist time was hard enough. Can I go through all of this again? The heartbreak, the emptiness? I've got an amazing husband and some pretty incredible friends who will help me through this. Just one day at a time.........................................
I realized that today is exactly one month away from my friends wedding. I can't believe how fast the time has gone by. I know she is feeling harried these days, but it is all coming together and I know that even if my bridesmaid dress isn't so flatering on me, that everything will turn out perfectly!
